I cant help thinking what I would do, what I would say if there wouldn't be a tonight tonight.

Asian Baby Girls

Went to the swap meet with Lucy and was convinced not to buy many things. I'm such an impulse shopper.

I've never felt so at home.

"You have to keep the door open so they can come in, But it also means you have to let them go."

Dear Trent Ford,
Wherever you are, please come find me. Please come find me so we can fall in love.

I found myself looking back a number of times. You weren't looking, not even once.

: And when you
: Realize reality
: You notice
: That love
: Really does
: Conquer all,
: It really does
: Christina.
: You know that,
: I know that.

I don't deny the truth, and I don't dwell on the unnecessary.
And that's good enough for me.

Instead of hugging you good bye, and saying "I love you too."
I waved and said, "Live long and prosper."

:You're broken without me
:Not even joking
J:I know

Play Time's Over

I've been watching lifetime all day long and eating nothing but cereal. I think I watched 'You've Got Mail' three or more times...I checked post secret every hour because their Sunday Secrets are usually uploaded late Saturday. Now I'm licking what's left of the brownie mix out of the bowl.

So where's the boy who broke my heart?
Wrong. I'm actually just lonely and failing math...

Ps. How does that medicine taste?

"All you wanted, all you wanted, Sally, was to love and to love and to love and to love, and no one could call that crazy."

Don't forget

Sleep more,

Love more,

Pray more,
EAT LESS.

So long

My crotch has been extremely sore lately due to biking to Hell and back. This morning I biked down to this flower shop on Beach Boulevard, and I bought flowers for Summer's mom. She told me that I was her favorite daughter and that she wants to take me to lunch. I love her so much. I bought my mom a lemon tree and she started crying. She's such a sap.
I have to remember to read Matthew, but I also want to finish Henry and June because the love between everyone in the book is so overbearing and provocative. I also have to remember to buy grapefruit. Besides that, I downloaded Limewire; mainly so I could make Lucy better mixed Cd's.
"I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings, but everyone gets their feelings hurt. It's normal."
Poor Sum. Nice job Nathan, way to be a jack ass.

'Mitch had regrets. Not as many as Mr. Laidlaw, but enough. There were so many questions he had never asked himself. If playing football made him so unhappy, why had he cared so much about being good at it? Wasn't it cosmically unfair that some people were able to love ZZ Top, but he couldn't even like them? How did he really feel about his friends? How did they really feel about him? Would they cry at his funeral, or would they just sit there and think about themselves? Had he unconsciously planned on living in Owl for the rest of his life? It dawned on him that he was going to die a virgin. Did that make his death sadder? Well, he thought, at least I'm dying while I still want to live. He dropped to his knees. Even though the denim was frozen stiff, he could still feel the snow through his pants. I could just lie down, he thought. Lying down would make me feel better. Everyone always says that about freezing. Everyone says it's the easiest way to go. You just fall asleep. But Mitch did not do this. He did not lie down. He stayed on his knees, and he kept his eyes open. He could not stand up, but he could still remain vertical. He crossed his arms and waited. "I will sleep when I'm dead," he thought. I will sleep when I'm dead." And this is what he continued thinking, until it was true.'